Today as I reflect on another year removed from my aortic dissection, I am amazed at how quickly the last twelve months have passed by. This past year was not without its physical difficulties, but I am continuing to improve as each month passes by.
Statistics show that chances of an aortic dissection re-occurring is highest in the first 2-3 years. There is some relief that I have moved out of that time frame. My situation is unique as a tear still exists on my aorta, but I am continuing to trust the Lord during the times that I fall into a worrying mindset. I am thankful that during my last check up a few months ago, the existing tear has not increased and remains stable. My aortic valve continues to leak, but that, too, has not worsened.
One of my biggest struggles is the discipline of remaining under my life long ban of not lifting more than thirty pounds, along with not participating in any over strenuous physical activity. It is not easy!
As I reflect on the night of October 8th, 2010, I am surprised at how vivid the details remain and that it still doesn’t seem very long ago. I continue to have frequent night terrors and struggle with the inability to sleep, but I am trying the best that I can to accept this as the new normal, and focus on the things that I am still able to do.
Frequently I am asked how I can be prayed for, and I appreciate knowing that there are many people who are aware of my daily health struggles and lift them up to the Lord.
Even though I struggle with all that has happened to me, I am thankful for the opportunities to give the credit to Jesus.
As my recovery continues, I am thankful for each day with my family that God allows me to have.
You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease
I trust in You
I trust in You
I believe You’re my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You’re my Portion
I believe You’re more than enough for me
Jesus You’re all I need
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands.
– Walt
Walt,
Praise God! My continued prayer is for many, many more years for you and your family.
Keep moving forward Walt. God is fullfilling a purpose in your life that is very unique. Blessings to you and yours. Pete