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Christmas. The whole feeling of Christmas to me this year feels a lot different than ever before. I have the “I can take it or leave it” attitude. I am not excited about it. I cannot seem to grasp that whole atmosphere of excitement that I usually have around this time. Sure, Christmas is about Christ birth, so for those that are about to throw that at me, I realize that. You know what I am referring too. The general excitement that we feel during this time of the year. I don’t have it. I do feel joy for my kids excitement however. I will not be that guy that has been through some hardships and mope around. I will do my best to show that I am happy. I am holding out hope that I can gain that overall excitement, and I am talking to the Lord about it.
Ok, enough of that.
Yesterday was one of those two-step backwards days. Since my last post, I have been feeling good. I had a great weekend. I went on my annual Christmas shopping trip with my mom that lasted for nine hours. Although I was exhausted in the evening, I woke up on Sunday feeling really good and had a great day. Yesterday, I woke up tired, sore and just not feeling well. It was just an overall blah sort of day. It was extremely frustrating. I slept a little in the early evening, and then had a decent nights sleep last night. Today I am feeling a little better. My PVC’s have been acting up a lot, and I think that has something to do with my fatigue.
I am hoping for nothing but forward steps leading into the Christmas weekend.
Proverbs 22:4
Walt's Journey 
Walt,
I will be sending you a message via facebook sometime this evening, I hope. Have grandkids coming over in a while so not sure when I will be able to send it……take heart my friend….we are holding your hands up!